mannhiem steamroller does it best

we set up  our tree!! lights and music i've been craving for weeks. i really want it to snow tomorrow. but if it does i'll cry. it will mark the passing of a season, putting me farther and farther away from him. but at least it's christmas that's coming. my favorite. but also comes my birthday. that's another step away. it's a love/hate thing. but there's no reason hating anything. it just makes you hurt and the day's drag. sooooo i'll make it a love thing.
 happy christmas harry.